Make them like you instead .... Words from Pink's song Perfect ... You know I read these blogs about people running 10k's, half marathons and marathons and they aren't people who have been athletic their whole lives, they started off just like I did - over weight and out of shape. But I still have that voice in the back of my head that says you will never work your way up to that! Hell, I can't even get up the courage to sign up for a flippin' 5K much less run a marathon. But is it all in my head - I am a fairly healthy person, other than being a little bit over weight I have no medical problems. So could running a marathon really be in my reach if I just disciplined myself and trained?... sometimes I think it's not ... I hear the number 26 and I think - how the hell do people do this?? Really how?? I am soaking wet with sweat and falling on the ground after 3 miles ... Am I wrong for thinking I could never get up to running past 3 miles without passing out?
Can I "change the voices in my head" - can we really "do anything we put our mind to"?
Another thing I am dealing with and have been dealing with for a long time is a stupid little addicition - I have blogged about it before, but it is still here and it is still bothering me and I really think it affects my weight loss ... It is my addiction to this: