Today was weigh in ... it wasn't horrible but it also was NOT what I wanted to see ... it said 175 again... I really don't get it - I was 174 on Sunday and I did so good the last few days; avoiding SEVERAL temptations - but if I look at the past week I didn't do so well, I didn't exercise Tues - Sat, I let "life" get in my way and when I could have chosen to make time, I didn't. I watched what I ate but I didn't track like I should have. If I really want to lose this weight I need to get my head in the game - there is no room for laziness when there is still so much weight to be lost. I am feeling the best I have felt in about 6 years and I am NOT going to give this up - I am going to fight, I am going to push and I will NOT let a stall on the scale set me back - never again!
I kind of made a goal this weekend - or at least I told my mom that by the time I am 30 I want to weigh 135. My own personal goal is 145. I will be 29 this June so I have a whole year to lose 40 lbs to get to my goal - my mom says, that should be no problem. It is totally attainable but the closer you get to goal the harder it is to lose - I think initially it comes off somewhat easy but fighting for the last few pounds is really hard and then holding on to the weight loss is even harder! ... But! I can do this! and I will do this ... 135 before I turn 30! ... Game on!