Ok, so this post kind of goes hand in hand with my last post. I am kind of in this, I can do anything I set my mind to mode and I hope to stay that way.
I have lived the last 30 years of my life pretty much just getting by and like the quote above says - finding it easier to live in the world I've been given and not exploring the power I have to change it. I have sat at a job I hate for 11 years because I figure it's "good enough" and who am I to deserve better. I have spent at least 20 years overweight because I have always felt inferior and not important enough. While I have settled for "good enough" I still have dreams of bigger, better things. Yet I do nothing to get there.
I don't know if it is me turning 30 or what but it is like a fire has been lit inside of me. I do not want to settle for just good enough any more. I want to achieve greatness. I don't want to sit back and watch others accomplish their goals while I dream and wish my life away.
Here are a few things already in motion to stop the wishing and start the doing =)
- I have started looking for a new job and already have my resume sent to a couple of places. Good thing is I can be picky because I don't technically need a job but just need a change, in a bad way!
- I am totally loving the Turbo Fire dvd series. It is a GREAT workout. I complete every workout completely drenched in sweat (gross I know, but so good at the same time). It is actually fun and I look forward to doing it. Weighed in today at 190.8 - 4 lb loss in 1 week =)
- We have finally decided to start doing some renovations on our house instead of sitting around dreaming of what we could do ... this really excites me!! =) We have lived in our house 4 years this August and we haven't done much, always afraid to take a plunge.
|Sporty yet classy =) haha|