Thursday, January 3, 2013

The Straw That Broke The Camels Back ...

Well I enjoyed my holidays, I love being with family and I really love NOT being at work. Unfortunately it is back to the daily grind and it is also time to face the disaster that is my current weight. I can't say that I was shocked when I stepped on the scale yesterday but I can say I was sick to my stomach and beyond disappointed in myself.

This is what I saw:


This is an all-time high for me (not being pregnant). I am just so disgusted with myself at this point. I REFUSE to go any higher than this. It is TIME, I don't care what I have to do, this weight is coming off. Now.

I don't even want to talk about it any more, I just want to take care of it. I hope to God that this is the eye opener I need to get my ass moving and actually giving a shit of what I put into my mouth (yeah, that's what she said) ... But for real y'all ... I need an intervention and I need it now. It is a new year, I hate that I am going to start my weight loss all over again in a "new year". It is so typical and I shouldn't have waited for the holidays to be over.

Whatever, I am just going to do the damn thing - I have hit my lowest point, I hate who I am I right now and I will fight to be happy, life is too short to be miserable!

I'm done giving up and thinking of where I would be now if I would have just stuck with it:

Here I go again because giving up isn't an option!



  1. How can we help?????? I am rooting for you!

  2. Yes... another day = another chance to get back at it. I haven't ran all week and my body needs a break - so I start back on Saturday... I had that moment back in October and it woke my booty up. I am here for you Sam - anything you need girl. You CAN do this.

  3. You can and WILL Absolutely do this.
    Sometimes, we need to get to a spot to realize a big change needs to come.
    GOOD LUCK. You can do it.

  4. You can do it! Desire is all you need, just keep thinking about that! If there's anything I can do to help you let me know!

  5. I've worn those shoes! And more than once! I know you can do it, and it seems like you've made up your mind. That's awesome! Hard work. Determination. Dedication. It's all right there in you just waiting to shine!