This is what I saw:
This is an all-time high for me (not being pregnant). I am just so disgusted with myself at this point. I REFUSE to go any higher than this. It is TIME, I don't care what I have to do, this weight is coming off. Now.
I don't even want to talk about it any more, I just want to take care of it. I hope to God that this is the eye opener I need to get my ass moving and actually giving a shit of what I put into my mouth (yeah, that's what she said) ... But for real y'all ... I need an intervention and I need it now. It is a new year, I hate that I am going to start my weight loss all over again in a "new year". It is so typical and I shouldn't have waited for the holidays to be over.
Whatever, I am just going to do the damn thing - I have hit my lowest point, I hate who I am I right now and I will fight to be happy, life is too short to be miserable!
I'm done giving up and thinking of where I would be now if I would have just stuck with it:
Here I go again because giving up isn't an option!